Eclipses

Eclipse Lunar/Solar always are topic of discussion and also an important event for Astronomers, Astrologers
well, wot i cud see today from my balcony around 2:30 (Today being full moon Lunar Eclipse, it will occur after 11/12 years again) is that the earth's shadow started patching upon the moon and was evident..dot 4:45 it covered the moon and total darkness on a full moon...
amusing isnt it, earth and moon playing hide n seek.
wait.....time to peep at moon.. once again tried capturing frm my cell, no avail though.
hmm no traces of moon...5:36 am..

I was browsing TVas well as d web to gather diff perceptions/Beliefs/Science on Eclipse.
Scientifically its phenomenal, food for research and findings for amateur astronomers to study the shape of earth, movement etc..
(I would have loved to go to a planetarium..and cud have followed the eclipse very closely..
i guess either i do not have like minded or energetic i wud say vivacious ppl around me
I wish i wud hav had a 4 wheeler , cud have driven alone or ..more weird..God, y am nt a guy!)

ok coming bak..
Astrologically..Moon represents our mind..and the kind of planet it is in..etc etc
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Then another major one March 18/19 is Solar Eclipse..
well I do not know much abt its implications, but i do hear to all schools of thoughts.
i have observed one thing, i might be wrong,guys still a Pattern
everytime numerous breakups(relationships) have occurred in and around the Solar eclipse , I observed twice almost 6/7 couples last August was one..
going back in 97 there was also one( i do have to confirm)
they say only true love survives ..all other break and yes...d nature is "sudden"
batteries of event to end /begin things..man it is a roller coaster ride trust me.

Hope this eclipse brings new awakenings.yes ..but not chaos which is surprising yet depressing...
Amen

The Lunar Eclipse 31st Dec 2009- 01- Jan 2010- I would remember you and the darkness caused by it.

Dingo and her first Love

Ofcourse Movies on Celluloid
I have been watching movies since i was an infant yes... my mom..entire family is a movie freak.
what "glitter" in my eyes anrelain rush...I love even when i paln to see a movie.
Celluloid ....dingo sits in full attention...the big screen, the sound efftects, star cast,opening scene.....eveb the trailor of other movies in that movie.

Someone says i have a ticket for a movie at midnight also i will be at my full energy to see d movie..
By d way guys i used to know Big B as Don Mama and Gabbar aka amjad khan used to be the person i hated most....(cuz he killed AB in Sholay)
thn i came to know a li'l later dats film industry nd AB nd Amjad good frens..

Couple of incidents......
I did not write one silly exam in my 7/8 th Std.. Cuz I was watchin 1942 A love story a day before
then i knew my parents planning to see dat Anil Kapoor, Amrita Singh-Chameli ki Shaadi, dat too on a weekday matinee show..now i had to say i am having stomach ache nd all others went school... yes wid a naughy smile i said to my parents i will also go to d movie nd can manage stomach ache(which was non existing)......my sisters were ready to hit me.. not to find me@ home aft they came frm school...:)
then we used to have daily matinee shows with our chairs reserved every day after lunch
all mithunda movies i watched on VCR....guru, commander, dance dance..wat alll..

flair for classics nd serious movies i developed when my uncle used to visit us he will have cassets of all Dev Anand Classics and yes d Sunday evening movies on DD
I watched all Hrishida, Benegal then..even...bong movies...even regional award winning movies..then...
I can forget exams, pains anything..no worries whn i am watching a movie..

13 Feb

Like Shakespeare said "whatz in a name" huh!!! i have to say"whatz in a Bday"
Just another day..
welll Dingo doesnot remember very often the Bdays are like how others celebrate..
I dont know the reason behind,,,hmmmm i do not believe that crap 13 unlucky funda also..
though sometimes i say that just to hear what ppl have to say..

yes special Bdays...
Baba was with me...very spl..MOST
One when there was two surprise gifts for me,,,POPs gave me my first watch, ofcourse titan
and my Harmonium...dats a very spl bday..

Rest I do not even think of what special..???
yeah i used to have my exams during my bdays..
then mostly i did not wear new clothes...(Feb month...Tax...Obedient & most understanding Kid)
Iwas content though..
then either it use to rain heavily or ppl had their own priorities nt to make to my bday parties..
I feel pity,,small girl,,,with hopes that the rain will stop or come what may 1/2 of my frend will make...but it never use to be like that... :(
All the food , i used to eat for 1/2 days..
Another Bday i expected Ash will be with me, he wasnt(by d way dat was Friday the13th, Huh!!)
i stop xpecting much...first time this bday i bought my Bday Dress..
And there are some I understand have their priorities or not a priority to wish(dats fine)..or make up one mistake with something else..wishing for a minute/second in person..
come on this does not mean a big deal in life..make/break kinda..
but you know wat!!! People made Dingo cry then look not so fresh..on her Bday..

Forget...making my bday spl by any other means...

Thanks Baba!!! for the research, energy,time ..thoughtfulness..togetherness..in giving me gifts the way i do for ppl(itz not that they aren't like me, they are but for others), being with me despite all the risk..
I have cherished....everything..

Celebrate Living.

I totally accept this that bottom line of whatever happens with us, we learn a lot and still go on.
I also believe all emotions are beautiful, be it Love, jealousy,Greed,Pride,Possessiveness,or Self Denial, all beautiful when these are expressed or felt in a right proportion.
I have heard people saying, celebrate just LIVING..or Spirit of living.., then how can the same person say anyone does not have anything..to go on..
What I mean is , if i believe in the spirit of Living, how can I deny from the fact, that it is we human beings(yes each one of us) ..with our endurance and vivacity have either ways learnt to move on.., to live, then how can we, i, human beings any of us cannot have anything..
yes if you feel,what you have is not there in other person, that does not make the other person nt have anything..

Vivacity or in hindi jijivisha(jeene ki iksha) , another beautiful feeling in itself ....makes me say that..like how few of my frens and long associated acquaintances say about me , i believe for everyone "the show must go on"
spirit of living is the quintessential fact of our very existence, yes each one of us,,, so unique and
different..that though we do not have everything ..we do have lot of things...I have not seen a single human being who does not have AnYthing!!!!

Happy Living...:), so what the roller coaster way...it is..

People...

Come in all shapes and sizes.....even different colors
some are always GREEN with envy...:)
hey envivous about what others are having and not them...attention,praise, gifts, even love

Some are RED .... passionate, vibrant.....the Fire within...

Some are Yellow....Fresh, lively yet flamboyant

Not only Moulding Mind,,,,,But Killing Desires

Tender Desires,Incomplete and broken you are!
i have to kill you
Reinforce
stamp
continue killing till you do not come as you normally come with exuberance, spontaneity.

I am sorry, to do this
very difficult, i know
You have to go.........

Lucky you are this time, I am doing this
Do you remember, often it has been triggered by someone else,external forces.


Do not worry I know its late, too often your spontaneity, tenderness have not been welcomed enough.

It will be,
Come sometime fresh, young,unfathomable again
bounce back, ok, I will love to fly with you.

Desires I will be waiting with you, till then

Reason/No Reason

Everything happens for a reason.

Nothing happens by Chance or by Luck...

Illness Love....

Lost Moments of Greatness and Sheer Stupidity

All happens to test limits of our Soul

Sone De

Thak Gaya Hoon Neend Aa Rahi Hai Sone De
Bahut Hein Zindagi Mene Diya Hai Saath Tere

Epitaph of a famous 15th century Urdu poet.

Sometimes when it is one of those days life takes toll on me i say the above lines

dunno if i would have an epitaph, it could read the same or it will read...

Har Baar saath deeya tera Zindagi, Caaha Sona Bahut
Ab to sone De...

Just like that

Dingo... Good Going ...
Roller Coaster Ride Off late lot of introspection,Fun, Choices in Life,altercation, Blame
Recurrence of Your Past

Mature state, dunno,?better though, How many surprises Life, Dont u think too often you come to me to make your presence felt.All at once?

Emotions... Relationships-Trying to balance, Communicate,Express
Care a lot in All possible Creative Forms...
am amazed, by myself,
Dingo You are very Creative and very sincere ...am impressed.
bottmline all problems, pressure... u Be with Your people till,They dont know explicitly.
Just See you go composed along with this.
Some time in Some one Your uttermost sincerity will pay loads to you...

Will it Rain in Shantiniketan

Tagore and Shantiniketan , his school in Bolpoor
Nurtured India's best musicians, singers, writers, directors, Dancers, and who all
Shivani, Ray, Indira Gandhi to name very few,
when all these are so unique and an institution in themselves, imagine Shantiniketan
"Ammader Shantiniketan"
My Shantiniketan -as Shivani novel says

So when it used to rain in Shantiniketan , all d classes used to be cancelled then nd there, nt cuz they did nt hav enough facility,
cuz it was RAIN nd, nature and the Joy and Children, art, creativity is all interrelated,
that's y it was always Njoy d rain and no serious classes, yes music nd dance nd painting and all that piece of art which, nature, freshness, creativity could nurture happened

so rain is joy, and in shantiniketan, it was ecstasy. and no compulsion to study.

wish today , everywhere it is like that.

Dats why whenever there 's sponateous desire of love nd creativity nd joy, my heart asks
will it rain in shantiniketan. to nurture all dat wat i have, LOTSS!!!

but it never till now!!

Hope it rains
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U dont have NNNything!!!

God damn, did u hear world

Well someday i wish i shud b devoid of all these ocean of love i hav for,
and still b very happy, i really wish i cud

and all that Everyhing which makes it not Anything goes:

-am not a girl?? --wake up dingo, how come u dnt knw dis
-dnt knw cooking
-dnt hav gr8 job nd gr8 looks

other set
- u cry
-u crib
-u need assurance everyday in love(it is love, rite? nt business, if feels complete to feel loved da,
yes everday and then reciprocate it manifolds)

-u think of others
- u dnt proclaim but it is also u who is very selfish

-Romance is nly in BIG Places, (huh!! d same dingo says a line of a song " tere sang ek simple c
coffee bhi kick detti hai") huh! Buddy, share d palces u like and associated wid d memories of
love has been mistaken as ONLY Romance, was late in literally singing that above song .

-u are very imaginative
-u get frustrated nd dnt stand to wat u determine

and c world, this is wat all makes everything and nt anything

Thanks All!!!

Alone was never Lonely

Being Alone is not Lonely...............
Being Content Onelself is not Lonely
Being wid all and Still Alone is not Lonely
Miles apart still in sync is not Lonely
Where is that She gone?
I have to regain that "ME" again.

This New Year I thought i will be lonely, someone really considerate ... gave an option
This B'day like most of all B'days, will be Lonely again.

Will Dingo has to console herself saying" afteral wat's in a B'day, Just like anyother day"