Dingo and her first Love

Ofcourse Movies on Celluloid
I have been watching movies since i was an infant yes... my mom..entire family is a movie freak.
what "glitter" in my eyes anrelain rush...I love even when i paln to see a movie.
Celluloid ....dingo sits in full attention...the big screen, the sound efftects, star cast,opening scene.....eveb the trailor of other movies in that movie.

Someone says i have a ticket for a movie at midnight also i will be at my full energy to see d movie..
By d way guys i used to know Big B as Don Mama and Gabbar aka amjad khan used to be the person i hated most....(cuz he killed AB in Sholay)
thn i came to know a li'l later dats film industry nd AB nd Amjad good frens..

Couple of incidents......
I did not write one silly exam in my 7/8 th Std.. Cuz I was watchin 1942 A love story a day before
then i knew my parents planning to see dat Anil Kapoor, Amrita Singh-Chameli ki Shaadi, dat too on a weekday matinee show..now i had to say i am having stomach ache nd all others went school... yes wid a naughy smile i said to my parents i will also go to d movie nd can manage stomach ache(which was non existing)......my sisters were ready to hit me.. not to find me@ home aft they came frm school...:)
then we used to have daily matinee shows with our chairs reserved every day after lunch
all mithunda movies i watched on VCR....guru, commander, dance dance..wat alll..

flair for classics nd serious movies i developed when my uncle used to visit us he will have cassets of all Dev Anand Classics and yes d Sunday evening movies on DD
I watched all Hrishida, Benegal then..even...bong movies...even regional award winning movies..then...
I can forget exams, pains anything..no worries whn i am watching a movie..

13 Feb

Like Shakespeare said "whatz in a name" huh!!! i have to say"whatz in a Bday"
Just another day..
welll Dingo doesnot remember very often the Bdays are like how others celebrate..
I dont know the reason behind,,,hmmmm i do not believe that crap 13 unlucky funda also..
though sometimes i say that just to hear what ppl have to say..

yes special Bdays...
Baba was with me...very spl..MOST
One when there was two surprise gifts for me,,,POPs gave me my first watch, ofcourse titan
and my Harmonium...dats a very spl bday..

Rest I do not even think of what special..???
yeah i used to have my exams during my bdays..
then mostly i did not wear new clothes...(Feb month...Tax...Obedient & most understanding Kid)
Iwas content though..
then either it use to rain heavily or ppl had their own priorities nt to make to my bday parties..
I feel pity,,small girl,,,with hopes that the rain will stop or come what may 1/2 of my frend will make...but it never use to be like that... :(
All the food , i used to eat for 1/2 days..
Another Bday i expected Ash will be with me, he wasnt(by d way dat was Friday the13th, Huh!!)
i stop xpecting much...first time this bday i bought my Bday Dress..
And there are some I understand have their priorities or not a priority to wish(dats fine)..or make up one mistake with something else..wishing for a minute/second in person..
come on this does not mean a big deal in life..make/break kinda..
but you know wat!!! People made Dingo cry then look not so fresh..on her Bday..

Forget...making my bday spl by any other means...

Thanks Baba!!! for the research, energy,time ..thoughtfulness..togetherness..in giving me gifts the way i do for ppl(itz not that they aren't like me, they are but for others), being with me despite all the risk..
I have cherished....everything..

Celebrate Living.

I totally accept this that bottom line of whatever happens with us, we learn a lot and still go on.
I also believe all emotions are beautiful, be it Love, jealousy,Greed,Pride,Possessiveness,or Self Denial, all beautiful when these are expressed or felt in a right proportion.
I have heard people saying, celebrate just LIVING..or Spirit of living.., then how can the same person say anyone does not have anything..to go on..
What I mean is , if i believe in the spirit of Living, how can I deny from the fact, that it is we human beings(yes each one of us) ..with our endurance and vivacity have either ways learnt to move on.., to live, then how can we, i, human beings any of us cannot have anything..
yes if you feel,what you have is not there in other person, that does not make the other person nt have anything..

Vivacity or in hindi jijivisha(jeene ki iksha) , another beautiful feeling in itself ....makes me say that..like how few of my frens and long associated acquaintances say about me , i believe for everyone "the show must go on"
spirit of living is the quintessential fact of our very existence, yes each one of us,,, so unique and
different..that though we do not have everything ..we do have lot of things...I have not seen a single human being who does not have AnYthing!!!!

Happy Living...:), so what the roller coaster way...it is..